What the heck am I doing to get my life back?

First and foremost: I am not a doctor, therapist or have any other certified title...I have disease's with NO NONE CAUSE OR CURE...So I as well as other's who have the same diseases go out and become our own advocate;)


I was told by my neurosurgeon lose the weight your body physically CAN NOT take another brain surgery. < see that tiny dot right there but he said P E R I O D!!!!Last surgery was a scary one and I was told by him (neurosurgeon) that my body so wore out it was hard bringing me back from a self-endused comma (due to pain that could not be controlled otherwise) Well baby that is all I needed to hear...I just had to control myself not going full-forced into running a marathon...(yes I go overboard) With the disease HS you have to watch every single little thing because when you awaken the BEAST all  HELL BREAKS LOOSE!!!! (This will show up in another random post Im sure it will shock and awe most of you because I have educated doctors and nurses from every ethnicity that had not a clue what I had or what it looked like)
So with "my" husbands research (Thanks Honey) we decided to go Raw (I am no way saying GO RAW or sending out subliminal messages through the internet airways) just saying what Ed man (my husband, yes he is doing it as well) and ME, MYSELF and I are doing ;) I have done this before with GREAT success....Past 2 years has been hell for me mentally and physically. Last year I was 175 last surgery which was on Dec. 20th 267 right now doing the raw foods I am down to 248.
Let me just say I LOVE MEAT AND CHICKEN!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ok I feel better...For right now atleast the next 30,60 maybe 100 days we have decided to go on a Raw smoothie diet...or juice feast as some call it...


I am used to kale and mustard greens and as well as collards with bacon grease drizzled over it...CAN I GET A HOLLA?!?! Now they will be BAMBOOZZLED into a drinkable concussion called (Echoing, annoying voice) G R E E N  S M O O T H I E...


I as well as Ed man are still researching, learning heads exploding with new info everyday.
So far I have just started reading "Green Smoothie Revolution" By: Victoria Boutenko...cant say much about it will let you know further into the book.
Many websites we both have visited Ed man more  than I but none have been really "Blogable"


So another random thing I will post about with pics and videos so stay tuned...Wish me luck...